Happy New Year...

To all who read my blog... Have a happy and safe New Year. May this year be better then 2008! I love all of you and wish you all the best.
XOXO

New Year... New ME

The new year is a week away, and i am so ready to make my life better. My new years resolution is to get in to shape. I know on my blog i have said that i was going to work out and i never followed through. But this year is different. I am motivated and i WILL finish what i start! I am so excited. I am sick of not feeling beautiful, Allan tells me i am but i dont feel it in side me. So i am changing my habits. NO Soda Pop, NO junk food, NO Fast Food!!! I am only eating healthy. I feel good about it this time. Ill keep ya posted! XOXO

Utter Disappointment....

Well my feelings were correct! Barak Obama, the first black man is president. whoopty freaking do!!! Its great that we have elected a person who is far from qualified to run this country, who has never passed a bill in his office of Senator, He is not a United States citizen, and he associates with terrorists. OH!! What a great job on Americas part. He is going to run this country in the the ground if not farther. I am NOT a racist if that is what you are thinking.... oh if it was the other way around i would still be Pissed off!! We need some one who know what to do, and how to do it! It's great that we have the first Black president elected ever in history, but he is not qualified, and not a legal born citizen of the United States. All my freedoms will be taken away, taxes will get so high that no one will be able to afford anything, gas will sky rocket again, people i love dearly will be with out jobs, our military will be non existent, my loved ones might loose every thing because of debt, and its is all thanks to people who are not informed about politics. they believe what they hear on CNN or the news, places that DO NOT give whole truths, places like Universities. People who say "if you don't pay higher taxes, you are not a Patriot." And believe it?! That is Bull SH**! That is a Dictatorship. That is what our country will become, A socialist, dictatorship for the next 4 years. You mark my word here and now.... Obama will tear this country apart, and when there is another terrorist attack like September 11, and Obama does nothing, that is our president. He will run the greatest and strongest country in the dirt. We were the greatest and strongest country prior to yesterday, now we are the weakest country on the planet. I am so proud of my country on the decision they have made. Way to go!!!

The next 4 years...

My life is about to change tomorrow, and i will be honest.... I am so deathly afraid. I was sitting at my kitchen table today and i got this very bad feeling in my stomach. I dont know if it was from eating to much candy or if the spirit is telling me that the next 4 years will not be good. but either way i do not have a good feeling about the outcome of the election tomorrow. The fate of the free world will be decided for the next 4 years. Satan is in full force now and he is using Obama. It makes me sick to my stomach to think about my very good friends voting the most evil person that could ever walk the Earth. He is a Terrorist. I believe that if you associate with bad people you are a bad person. He associates with Terrorists, so in my opinion he is the most evil terrorist alive. My only hope comes from telling my self that i HAVE to cling to the Lord, with all my might, ming, heart and strenghth if he is elected. And when to world goes to HELL, i will not feel sorry for those who voted for him. I will not have pity on them either. I just hope that they ( people who are thinking about voting for him) will really listen to their heart and do the right thing. I am so worried about tommorow that i am making me sick to my stomach. All i can do is pray for my family and their saftey for the next 4 years.
XOXO

Primary Program

Today was the day that our ward had our primary program. Yesterday we had our practice and it did not go so well. So today i was half expecting it to not go to well, but i was mistaken. It went well. Our class theme was about Baptism, which was no suprise because we have the class who is getting ready to get baptized. So my job was to herd the kids up there and say my testimony the theme and scripture. Well i have very high emotions and when i got up there what did i do?? YEAH i cried!! But all in all my kids did very well and we are proud of them. I just cant wait to do it next year... NOT!!
XOXO

My crazy 8's are...

8 favorite T.V shows

1.Young and the Restless (i know i know)
2.America's Next Top Model
3.American Idol
4. Family Guy
5.The Hills
6.Robot Chicken
7. Ch. 13 News
8. Dr. 90210

8 Favorite Resturaunts
1. Carrabas
2. Dennys
3. IHOP
4. Panda Express
5. Wendy's
7. Pizza Hut (only for the Pasta)
8. Old Spagetti Factory

8 Things I did Yesterday
1. Woke up at 6 am
2. Got ready for work
3. played xbox
4. Hung out with my little brother
5. Checked my facebook
6. Blogged
7. Put my son to bed
8. Went shopping

8 Things I look forward to
1. loosing weight
2.Adding to my family
3. owning my own home
4. sending my kids off to college
5. my birthday
6. Allan going to the police academy
7. becoming a millionaire
8. Becoming a grandmother

8 Things I love About the Fall
1. Cute warm clothes
2. changing leaves
3. cuddling with my hubby
4. Halloween
5. Thanksgiving
6. new seasons of tv shows come back on
7. cold crisp air
8. general Conference

8 Things on my Wish List
1. Lots and Lots and Tons of $$$$
2. Evil people would die or change
3. Loose wieght
4. Own house
5. Own Car
6. Kids
7. old people would NOT drive :<
8. Meet the Prophet

So there you go my Crazy 8's list.... Enjoy XOXO

New start..

Ok so the last post may have scared my followers, but you can be rest assured that EVERYTHING is ok now. Just some simple marriage problems, 2 people who are not so used to how each other works and operates. Communication is the KEY to marriage. No one is perfect, NO marriage is perfect. Everybody has issues they need to work out every once and a while. But to those i talked to thank you so much for your advice and support. It was greatly appreciated. I love my husband very much and i am not going to run away like my mother did. I could not let my son go through what i did growing up. It not fair and EXTREMLY selfish of me to do so. But i promise everything is ok and we are a happy family. XOXO

ending it...

I have had a HUG GIGANTIC problem for a year now. I am not happy with something in my life. I have talked about it and it has not changed. I am thinking i have to make it change or get rid of it. I want to be happy and whats going on with this i am not happy anymore. I have talked to several people and they tell me that i need to do what makes me happy. So maybe i will think about it some more before i make my decision. Until then i will just have to be unhappy.
xoxo

Bargins... Red Tags... Clearance...

Today my friend and i went shopping at the mall. we got KILLER deals. I am such a cheap shopper. I am not sure if that is a bad thing or not, but i am a frugal shopper when it comes to clothes. In every store i go into, I look for red, or clearance, or sale shelves or racks. If it is too much i dont want to get it. ill wait for a few weeks and go back and check to see if it is even lower. I absolutley love bargins. since i am not made of money like celebrities are, i need to be frugal with my money. If any of my readers see or know of really great deals please feel free to pass them along my way. clothes, food, furniture, any thing. I love bargins. XOXO

Everything works out...

Back in April, Allan and i found out that he had Testicular Cancer. My first thought was, "why us?" "why now?" We scheduled the surgery, and waited for the day to arrive... which was a few days later. We go in to the hospital sign in and wait. After a few long min the doctors call allan back and tell him that the doctors are waiting for him so we have to hurry and get him preped. Well i looked at him in that paper thin robe they give you and i started to cry. DUH!! My husband is going into surgery and something could go wrong and i could loose him and i would raise Athrun all alone. I freaked out on the inside. He looked at me and said," you need to be strong, and not cry because if you cry i will start." It was supposed to take an hour. did it? NO!! he went in at about 8:30 ish and we didnt see him until about 1 pm. I had to go back and ask if he was out like 3 times. I wanted to know if my husband was ok and not dead. But the last time i asked they said he was out and in the room behind me. I turned around and he was alive. I have never been so happy to see my husband alive until i saw him. Well they had gotten all the cancer out and wanted to do scans on him every 3 months for 5 years, and once a year for 10 years after that. We just had a scan September 19, 2008 and it was negative. I thank the Lord that he is ok.
So back to my title... everything works out... Well we had a huge yard sale back in August and we had made enough to pay off 3 doctors. But we didnt because we had to pay rent. GRRR! However, we had a van that we were trying to sell as well to pay for medical bills. Well just recently our car needed some work. The battery was dying and an axle seal needed to be fixed, and our tail light was broken. We had absolutely NO money. Seriously we were Dirt Poor. (A little back track note, I had put the van on KSL.com and waited to get calls on the van.) So on Saturday allan called me and told me that some guy wanted to look at the van. I was hoping that they would buy it so we could use the money. Later that night around 5 ish he got a call from the guy telling him that they wanted the van. Our prayers were answered. We asked enough to pay off the medical bills and to fix the car.
All in all, be faithfull, and put your car on KSL.com. LOL. Everything will work out if you are faithful. The Lord know you and what you need. I can not tell you how much my testimony has grown in the last few months. I am so greatful I am a member of his church. ( wow this sounds like fast and testimony meeting) But every word i say and type is true.
XOXO

Starting over...

Last night i have decided that on monday i am going to start over on my 90 day work out. The reason i have decided this is because i am waking up and working out at 6 in the morning before Athrun wakes up at 7. Also out tv projector broke yesterday and we are putting out tv down stairs until the projector gets fixed. So on monday i am going to (TRY) wake up early and work out. I am really excited to start over. Plus i am way to sore to do another workout. I am going to let my body recover and dive into it on Monday. So stay posted and see what happens. xoxo

Day 3...

Today was day 3 of 90 of my intense workout. I am so so sore. But i am happy about that because it means that i worked my muscles. Yesterday i did yoga. HOLY CRAP!!! yoga kicks your butt. many people may think that you dont work up a sweat but in the first 10 min i was already sweating. But i am happy that i have started. I will not make excuses to not workout. stay tuned for more. xoxo

It finally arrived...

Today was the day that P90X arrived. So i brought it in and i opened it. I was like a little kid on Christmas day. Allan and I put in the tutorial and WOW this will not be as easy as I thought. I hope i can do it. It kind of dicouraged me, but then i thought to my self.. you need to loose the baby weight, and get back into shape. Starting tommorw i am on my way to a healthier me. Wish me luck... Stay posted. xoxo

Teaching Today...

Well today is sunday September 14, 2008. It has been a wonderful day so far. I teach the CTR 8 Class in church, and it is my turn to teach today. I am excited. My class is a very rambunctious class. they never stiop talking and moving. So today i am going to try a new way to teach them. They will be put in to groups and assigned a set of scriptures and they need to read them and decide what they learned and draw it. So hopefully it works today. if all else fails, i brought candy today too. So ill let ya know what happens. xoxo

Waiting and waiting some more

Well i have been waiting patiently for about a week and still no P90X. We also had rush delivery on it, which means we would recieve it in 5-7 business days. so hopefully by monday. I am kinda sad because when i start the workout program i have to stop drinking soda pop, and candy and all kinds of fatty food that i love so dearly. but if it means that i am one step closer to reaching my ideal weight of 130 or 135. But that also means i have to loose about 35 - 40 lbs. OUCH!! I want my pre pregnancy body back before we decide to start to talk about adding to our family. So when i am Pregers again, i can eat healthier and excercise more the 2 time then the 1 time. I am super excited to be working out with this program. it is very intense and i am super excited. Stay tuned for more. xoxo

Today is the day...

Today is the day i have decided to get back into shape and loose all the baby weight. My honey and i have purchased the P90X workout system. It is a very intense workout. It takes 90 days (hence the 90 in the title) to reshape you body. So i should have my body back pretty much to the way it was before. Other than the hips being turned out from having a baby, other than that, well i will be in shape. stay tuned for more... xoxo