Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Everything works out...

Back in April, Allan and i found out that he had Testicular Cancer. My first thought was, "why us?" "why now?" We scheduled the surgery, and waited for the day to arrive... which was a few days later. We go in to the hospital sign in and wait. After a few long min the doctors call allan back and tell him that the doctors are waiting for him so we have to hurry and get him preped. Well i looked at him in that paper thin robe they give you and i started to cry. DUH!! My husband is going into surgery and something could go wrong and i could loose him and i would raise Athrun all alone. I freaked out on the inside. He looked at me and said," you need to be strong, and not cry because if you cry i will start." It was supposed to take an hour. did it? NO!! he went in at about 8:30 ish and we didnt see him until about 1 pm. I had to go back and ask if he was out like 3 times. I wanted to know if my husband was ok and not dead. But the last time i asked they said he was out and in the room behind me. I turned around and he was alive. I have never been so happy to see my husband alive until i saw him. Well they had gotten all the cancer out and wanted to do scans on him every 3 months for 5 years, and once a year for 10 years after that. We just had a scan September 19, 2008 and it was negative. I thank the Lord that he is ok.
So back to my title... everything works out... Well we had a huge yard sale back in August and we had made enough to pay off 3 doctors. But we didnt because we had to pay rent. GRRR! However, we had a van that we were trying to sell as well to pay for medical bills. Well just recently our car needed some work. The battery was dying and an axle seal needed to be fixed, and our tail light was broken. We had absolutely NO money. Seriously we were Dirt Poor. (A little back track note, I had put the van on KSL.com and waited to get calls on the van.) So on Saturday allan called me and told me that some guy wanted to look at the van. I was hoping that they would buy it so we could use the money. Later that night around 5 ish he got a call from the guy telling him that they wanted the van. Our prayers were answered. We asked enough to pay off the medical bills and to fix the car.
All in all, be faithfull, and put your car on KSL.com. LOL. Everything will work out if you are faithful. The Lord know you and what you need. I can not tell you how much my testimony has grown in the last few months. I am so greatful I am a member of his church. ( wow this sounds like fast and testimony meeting) But every word i say and type is true.
XOXO

Friday, September 19, 2008

Starting over...

Last night i have decided that on monday i am going to start over on my 90 day work out. The reason i have decided this is because i am waking up and working out at 6 in the morning before Athrun wakes up at 7. Also out tv projector broke yesterday and we are putting out tv down stairs until the projector gets fixed. So on monday i am going to (TRY) wake up early and work out. I am really excited to start over. Plus i am way to sore to do another workout. I am going to let my body recover and dive into it on Monday. So stay posted and see what happens. xoxo

Day 3...

Today was day 3 of 90 of my intense workout. I am so so sore. But i am happy about that because it means that i worked my muscles. Yesterday i did yoga. HOLY CRAP!!! yoga kicks your butt. many people may think that you dont work up a sweat but in the first 10 min i was already sweating. But i am happy that i have started. I will not make excuses to not workout. stay tuned for more. xoxo

Monday, September 15, 2008

It finally arrived...

Today was the day that P90X arrived. So i brought it in and i opened it. I was like a little kid on Christmas day. Allan and I put in the tutorial and WOW this will not be as easy as I thought. I hope i can do it. It kind of dicouraged me, but then i thought to my self.. you need to loose the baby weight, and get back into shape. Starting tommorw i am on my way to a healthier me. Wish me luck... Stay posted. xoxo

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Teaching Today...

Well today is sunday September 14, 2008. It has been a wonderful day so far. I teach the CTR 8 Class in church, and it is my turn to teach today. I am excited. My class is a very rambunctious class. they never stiop talking and moving. So today i am going to try a new way to teach them. They will be put in to groups and assigned a set of scriptures and they need to read them and decide what they learned and draw it. So hopefully it works today. if all else fails, i brought candy today too. So ill let ya know what happens. xoxo

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Waiting and waiting some more

Well i have been waiting patiently for about a week and still no P90X. We also had rush delivery on it, which means we would recieve it in 5-7 business days. so hopefully by monday. I am kinda sad because when i start the workout program i have to stop drinking soda pop, and candy and all kinds of fatty food that i love so dearly. but if it means that i am one step closer to reaching my ideal weight of 130 or 135. But that also means i have to loose about 35 - 40 lbs. OUCH!! I want my pre pregnancy body back before we decide to start to talk about adding to our family. So when i am Pregers again, i can eat healthier and excercise more the 2 time then the 1 time. I am super excited to be working out with this program. it is very intense and i am super excited. Stay tuned for more. xoxo

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Today is the day...

Today is the day i have decided to get back into shape and loose all the baby weight. My honey and i have purchased the P90X workout system. It is a very intense workout. It takes 90 days (hence the 90 in the title) to reshape you body. So i should have my body back pretty much to the way it was before. Other than the hips being turned out from having a baby, other than that, well i will be in shape. stay tuned for more... xoxo